26
May
09

What is wrong with me?

Lots of things! Specifically though why is that I’m never satisfied… am I simply a bi-product of the American culture or is it something else? It’s not so much that I’m never satisfied with material things its that I’m never satisfied with where I’m at and what I’m doing. I always want more. Several times in my life people have said to me, “you’re just a dreamer.” 
I’m always ready for the next move for the next challenge or the next big thing. I’ve been warned against living from big event to big event, but I can’t seem to get beyond that. There is nothing about me that is content with doing the same things day after day. I need adventure! I crave it, I get antsy without it. I know God wants us to be faithful with what we’ve been given (and I think I am), a little variety would be nice. Some single friends would be even better. I feel like I’m closed off in the town of Moncks Corner where there are 2 single people in the whole city… me and Keeley.
Not that I’m bitter with the lack of single people in MC cause I want to get married… it’s so not that! I just want some normal single friends who want to hang out and go places and talk about random stuff that single people talk about. 
Is that so much to ask?


1 Response to “What is wrong with me?”


  1. 1 Vivian
    May 29, 2009 at 7:09 pm

    Hope, it is good that you are always expecting something new or more cause there’s what God wants us to be. Never think that today will just be another ordinary day! Remember God wants us to dream BIG:) You are awesome. xoxo


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